Guys, classes are over. Finals start today. I am so extremely happy, you have no idea just how relieved I am. Over the past four months, I have found out more about myself than I could have ever dreamed. I have also change paths in my life, which means my college major has changed and my life is changing for the better. That's a lot of changing y'all. No, I will not switch that sentence up that says the 'c' word multiple times. It's a huge step for me, especially since I have struggled for the last year and a half due to multiple reasons. Those reasons include family matters, physical hurt, emotional hurt, becoming an independent adult and figuring out what I wanted for myself. I have grown up, that's mainly all there is to it. Maybe some other day I'll take the time to explain everything to you, but today is not that today. Also, with summer starting, I have a plan to blog once a week (Yes, I know I promised this before, but seriously, I'm 22 years old. Life happens.) so you will have more to read.
I have decided that instead of pursuing English and becoming a teacher, I want to study Psychology. This is a broad major, I could do almost anything in this field and have a wonderful job. To be honest, as long as I have a job that makes me happy and pays my bills, I am perfectly okay with whatever comes my way. I will take whatever God puts in my path. I just had to decide between the thing that was stressing me out and making me miserable and something that could give me joy and purpose. I needed this. I was a wreck guys. I cried, I drowned my sorrows, I worried my friends and roommates to no end. Without the support system that I have right now, I probably would have just sank and quit. Fortunately, I have roommates, teammates, neighbors, and many other important people that encouraged me to find something that I was happy with. I owe them everything, and I thank them almost everyday for being there.
I am getting my knee fixed in a month! Finally, I will be on my way to recovery and being able to play the sport I have fallen in love with. I have been camera girl/film girl all last season, and while I did enjoy supporting my ladies, I felt utterly useless. I am so pumped that I could possibly play with my team again. I'm just more excited to not be in pain 24/7. I am looking forward to getting out of bed and not having my bones pinch and rub, and not having to take pain meds multiple times a day. It's a light at the end of my pitch dark tunnel.
This is it for now, especially since I still haven't packed for my trip home. I'm actually leaving at 5:00 PM today, after I work, so I am super behind.
Night y'all.
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